Thursday, October 12, 2006

Who are you?

I was thinking how people have different perceptions of the same person. And no matter what you do, you ARE that person to them.
I have some friends that think I'm the meanest son-of-a-bitch in the world. They think that at any time, I'll snap and just start destroying people. But to A, I'm the nicest person in the world.
I know that a lot of this has to do with how you would like to be perceived. And some of it is situational. But if you would like to change who you are for these people, it's impossible. There is no way that you will be able to be a different person. I could become the Pope and if my friends came to visit me, they'd expect me to flip out on an idiotic Cardinal and want to beat the crap out of him.
I don't mind this anymore. In fact, I've embraced the roles that people expect of me. It actually makes life a little more fun since I have to be on my toes and become a different actor according to who I'm hanging out with.
I'll just stay real to A. She's the only one who I want to show the 'real me' to anyway.